If you don't have George Strait's lyrics running through your head then you cannot claim you're from the south. Period. No, don't try to talk your way out of this one, because I'm telling you, once you here the words "Let me tell you a secret..." you should immediately think "...about a father's love". Luckily, for me, I get to hear this song at least twice a week. It's the song that plays, without fail, every Sunday morning on my husband's phone and it's always about the same thing: a father's love. I can't remember the first time I noticed his calls, but I've come to expect them. And in the rare occasions that they don't come through, it doesn't take long before my husband picks up the phone.
Sometimes my husband's job takes him away from me for periods of time. And considering we're still in our honeymoon phase (just coming up on three years), anything more than a day seems like an eternity. (Unless we're fighting over which of us is supposed to do dishes next.) Prior to one of his trips, his father came to visit.
My husband's father is a simple man who doesn't say much. He reminds me a lot of my favorite sweatpants, the corner spot on my grandparent's old couch, and that blue chair I'd sit in as the waves washed ashore. He brings peace and a sense of calm. He's comfortable. He's not a man of many words, but he doesn't need to be. His father remembers things, like the fact I have to have a Coke every morning and when he visits, he brings me a 6-pack just because he remembers things like that. He knows I like Italian food over Mexican and my total dislike of cooking (though I've managed to keep both my husband and I alive on it so far). And so, when we were faced with what to do with dinner just after saying goodbye to my husband, he knew just what I'd need- Italian food and a Coke!
We found ourselves in one of my favorite hole-in-the-wall, been around forever, so old you're not sure if it's even clean anymore Italian places just off the coast. Remember when I said he was a man of few words? Well, you never would have known that night. Nope. He talked my ear off. And it was the kind of conversation you never wanted to forget. The kind that makes you really know a person. The kind that made me think of my husband and see him, for the first time, as a man who was loved by his father so much he'd risk it all just to give his son the world. It was a man who did take great risks in life, went against the grain, and provided for his family of four. I wish his children could have heard him and the way he spoke of them both. It was the way you wish all parents spoke of their children and for the first time I felt less like I was talking to my Father-n-law and more like I was talking to my own Dad. His eyes did that Santa like sparkle when he spoke of his children, his wife, and the life he had chosen. It was refreshing and I found myself with even greater respect for the man sitting across from me eating his spaghetti.
During the time my husband was gone, the song didn't play. It was weird missing something so small, yet so powerful. His father did call to check on me and despite our attempts to catch up, weather, timing, and the fact we were always miles away from each other kept us from sharing a Coke and stories. We did however talk often and every time it was the same; he asked about his son, asked if I had any new news on where our adventures would take us next, and whether there was anything he could do for us (though really, I know he was meaning his son). This continued until my husband was home and I knew, without asking, his father would follow shortly thereafter.
I can't explain what it's like watching a father and son reunite. I'd like to think it mimics that of when I first hug my mom after being away for a period of time. I tried to capture it this last time, but my husband hates pictures, so I was left with trying to hide it by snapping a picture from my phone at my hip. It's blurry, grainy, and all things wrong, but at the same time, it is all things right. You can't see his father's face, but I assure you, he was smiling like a kid on Christmas.
This morning I woke up early with my husband who was heading to work with breakfast for his co-workers. I sent him a text shortly after to let him know how much I loved him for the things he does for others. (And let me be clear, he will be none too happy that I've posted what he did in such an open outlet. He does things because he believes in them, not for anything else. And so, I just hope he doesn't read this last part as I'm sure I'll get a talking to.) For the things he does for others wasn't learned in college or through his current job, but from years of being raised by a man who loved his family.
Love goes a long way. It shapes who we are as people and has the ability to impact thousands of people indirectly, not to mention the hundreds of people we interact within our lifetime. So parents, while I realize I have no children of my own and little to stand on, I ask that you love your children. But more so, I ask that you let them know you love them. Even when your children are grown, have left your home, and have started their own family, call them. Interrupt their lives with visits, emails, and phone calls. These are the things that remind us all that love still exists in this world and it effects the way we treat others. We are a direct reflection of our parents, whether we like it or not. Love your kids. And kids, love your parents.
Thank you, John, for raising your son the way he is. Every day I wake up and know that I am lucky and I am reminded of it in so many ways. Your son loves me the way a husband is meant to love their wife and I am proud to be the one he comes home to.